Process Vs. Product
Product enters the boxing ring, his slick dust jacket
sporting beautiful and evocative photography, a special effect and the coolest
title font on the shelf. He’s ready to go with those rough-edged pages and don’t
forget that bonus poster in the back. Oh man, the characters have Twitter
accounts? And dang. His shoes are Pro Wings. As Macklemore would say, “Aw, he
got the Velcro.”
Late, as usual, Process ducks under the ropes, held together
by crisscrossed rubber bands. He wobbles on his feet, one clad in a sandal, the
other in a glossy red four-inch heel. Oh man, and the coffee stains from his
last fight with Midnight Hour are still visible in the upper right hand corner.
“Untitled,” his front page reads in plain
old Times New Roman text, twelve point font.
Ding Ding Ding!
The fight begins.
Product swoops in with a well-timed right hook, reminding
Process just where he stands—or doesn’t. Pages splatter, going everywhere. Good
thing they’re numbered, right? It’s a knock-out, instant. The referee makes the
count, and the winner is announced. Product wins again!
And what was Process’s fatal mistake?
He should have known better than to get in the ring with
Product. Why? Because the two are separate entities, ill matched opponents. They’re
not the same thing. And chances are, if a child version of you or I was put into
the ring with a future grown-up version of ourselves, then that young version would
probably lose, too.
Except the whole point is that there shouldn’t be any
fighting at all, because it’s cruel to pit these two against one another.
That’s a difficult thing to remember when you’re in the thick
of a project that you’re working hard to bring life to.
While you’re working, you want to envision your book on the shelf,
face out and glowing. You want to picture your name in print and you should. Dreams
are what we’re made of after all. And it’s fun, invigorating and exciting to
imagine what your dust jacket might look like, and what kind of art might
appear on the first page of each chapter. Print your work-in-progress out, make
a cover for it yourself, dress it up, envision and plan, but let that all be
part of the process.
Process is where
the magic happens, but that is easy
to forget, especially today when things in the publishing world are speeding up
with e-books, and the market is becoming bigger and more competitive every day
and even every hour. Writers are being asked to produce at lightening speeds
and, sometimes, that’s where I think the battle between process and product
begins.
Of course, the truth is that the books we write are a product. Because this is a business. But just as with any form
of art, before our books can be books and something ready to be put in the
hands of a reader, they need to be ideas. Our first efforts are loose and often
poor. I don’t know of a way around that. And I don’t know of anyone who knows
of a way around that, either. Process is messy. Characters come and then
chapters, and then new ideas, and then a work-in-progress manuscript and then a
first draft. Pages get chopped out or maybe you chuck the book and, in despair,
realize that you must start over from the beginning. So then you get a second
draft, third and however many more drafts after that. Process demands that we
do whatever it takes to get it right. Product-focused, we tell ourselves to do
whatever it takes to get it right the first time. And that is the equivalent of
the knock-out punch that sends our process sprawling.
I have learned that maintaining a goal of publication and
writing to complete a marketable item seem as if they are one and the same
thing. They aren’t. And I believe that the difference is found in our focus.
If I am focusing on doing whatever I can to create something
that will sell then, naturally, I
find that my joy depletes while I’m in the thick of the work. The need to fill
a niche siphons away my courage and my originality. The other books sitting on
the shelf begin to loom too big. They take on the form of monsters that will
devour my novel before it can ever even touch the shelf.
If, however, I keep my mind focused on a goal of creating
something that only I can create and listening to the whispers in my head and
the fancies in my heart, then I can hear my characters more clearly when they
speak. The whole crazy task seems less insurmountable, and I think we can all
agree that the Goliath that is writing a novel can certainly stand a bit of
shrinking.
So yes, imagine your book as a book. But don’t think too
hard about when, where and how it will sell, and what you will do if it doesn’t.
That’s equivalent to looking up at the peak of the mist-covered mountain when
you should be focusing on finding the next available groove that will allow you
to inch up just a little higher.
Focus on
process. Keep your strength. Fall in love with what you’re doing, not with
where you’re going and what it will or won’t bring. Writing is hard enough. If
we can enjoy the journey, then the victory of publishing will be what it always
should be—icing on a cake whose sweetness has satisfied us already.
2 comments:
Kelly, Best. Post. Ever!!
So you're saying writing shouldn't equate to foxy boxing? What am I gonna do with the four-inch red heels?
Seriously, thought, good post. While some of the most fun writing I've done should never see the light of day, it did add a lot of joy to the process, and I think that comes through in the words that I keep.
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